dont know what to put up.........so another rambling post

hey everyone...................well all those who read the blog and didnt comment on it............shame on u all ...........well not actually shame on u but pls do comment................i dont mind begging too...........joking.............well again not begging but a humble request to pls leave comments.................real helpful for us writers u know.

its been some 5 days now since the last post.......got the verification for my passport done............celebrated dassera.......well actually ever since i've gone agnostic its been my family celebrating and not me...............which means i celebrate the festival by proxy. have finally gotten down to work...........after taking close to 3 days off............as in i did very little work most of the time.... i've been slacking off. i have gotten back to work.............feels real good u know when u actually get into the flow of work.....cause then u feel u r doin something ...........the toughest part is starting off......once u get started just go on till the end................cause atleast for me the work gets done.................any break taken is like a death knell cause it potentially ......well it sets me up to more slacking off..and getting back to work gets tougher...........like i am facing now...........i have quite a bit of coding work to do but cant get started again..............which is y i am updating my blog so that i cud clear my mind.

dont know if u all have heard harry belafonte.....he's nice ..........well its calypso music but its nice.
especially the song Man smart,woman Smarter. pretty sarcastic song.........have to thank my friend merc though......for introducing me to paul simon's lyrics........as in i have heard simon and garfunkel but never paid attention to what they were singing. preety good songs...........actually u cud call them poems set to music.............kinda like bob dylan. floyd to writesome lovely songs.....just the prob is that they are depressing....kinda bring out the reality and that hurts quite a bit. still nothing like a dose of truth to get u awake and moving.

all those who are hoping that this is gonna be a short post like merc last one is gonna be real disappointed cause i really do feel rambling for some time.u know i just cant seem to understand why people love to dictate to others how on shud live his life. i know parents are expected to.....but i still feel that the kids have some freedom to decide atleast in some fields...........like i have a prob with my parents forcing me to pray, see i have no problem per se with any of the gods up there. just that i ave sorta given up on religion and dont feel like goin back...atleast in the near future. cant say anything abt the future though....but still one shud be allowed to choose....hate this new social phenomenon....where in u have to be public with ur beliefs..............u know RSS raj...........real fucked up u know.

havent gone home since two days now...........actually am all smelly ........but dont u all worry..............am thinking of having a bath soon...........just cant decide when.
its a real pain having one when u are living in the dorms.....at home no probs...but here in the dorms get bored. hmmmmmmmmm garfunkel........nice music.....u all shud listen if u havent,,,,,and do read the lyrics is u do ever get the chance...get to read some nice poetry.

god its so fucking boring today.cant get work started now.....plus i have nothing to write here.............so i really dont know what to do........guess i'll stop for now........cant write any more


so u all can heave a sigh of relief and give ur thanks to god for this blog entry is done

swapnil